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Tuesday, 9 January 2018

Hey people! I have been so busy with everything these few months. I didn't get to update me own blog. So here I am, probably going to be so active after this here updating post for my old blog hehe. 

So, last year, 16 December 2017, I finally graduated! I just want to say thank you and I'm so grateful to God for everything. I really thought that this big thing gonna delayed until next year but yeah finally. I'm so thankful. 

3 years of being a student (business student) was not easy at all. I have been dealing with a lot of things, including learning how to speak English well (because I have to), adapting with KL city life. At first, macam kampung kampung pula saya masuk KL hahah. But yes I came from this small village in my town ( Kota Belud), of course I was having a problem with adapting but I'm so grateful to have a lot of good friend here that making sure I'm fine.

I came to Kuala Lumpur by myself. I repeat by myself (alone). I never been in this city before I came for my degree but now I even know where is the right road to come to my place, my uni, my workplace and etc. Okay I know that's like 'basic duh'. But I'm still proud with myself. Now I'm working in KL and I'm adapting well. 

Thanks to my boyfriend, I keep learning about the road in KL. I'm getting better in remembering the right road, all because of him. If you're reading this, thanks sweetheart, you're the best.

Okay so back to the 'Finally graduated' story, so yeah I am now one of the fresh graduates of Degree of Business Administration in Finance. I am major in finance hehe. 

I only have this picture on my PC. (Malas nak upload from my phone)

Hokay guys, I think that's all for today. Thank you so much for taking your time to read this erm short blog post. But yeah I really really appreciated it tho.

Love you guys.



Monday, 22 May 2017



"Make Me (Cry)"(feat. Labrinth)

I never needed you like I do right now
I never needed you like I do right now
I never hated you like I do right now
'Cause all you ever do is make me...

Gave you up 'bout 21 times
Felt those lips, tell me 21 lies, yeah
You'll be the death of me
Sage advice
Love-lovin' you could make Jesus cry

When I hear you sayin' "Darling,
Your kiss is like an antidote."
I'm fightin' like I'm Ali,
But you got me on the ropes

I never needed you like I do right now
I never needed you like I do right now
I never hated you like I do right now
'Cause all you ever do is make me...

Couldn't hear the thunder
But I heard your heart race
Couldn't see the rain
We're too busy makin' hurricanes, yeah
Love ain't easy when it ain't my way
But it gets hard, when you ain't here makin' me crazy

Baby, say the word, darlin'
You know just how to hold the sucker down
So I'll see you in the morning
I can't watch you walk out

I never needed you like I do right now
I never needed you like I do right now
I never hated you like I do right now
'Cause all you ever do is make me...


Hear the thunder
See the rain
Keep on makin' me cry
Hey, hey, yeah
Keep makin' me scream and holler
Keep on makin' me cry
You don't know what you're doin' to me
Hey, hey, yeah

I never needed you like I do right now
I never needed you like I do right now
I never hated you like I do right now
'Cause all you ever do is make me

 Credit to AZ LYRICS :)

Sunday, 21 May 2017

I am not going to lie to you guys (my posts reader) something about me that I think I should share it with you guys. Because I think you guys should know better and aware about this kind of thing. Maybe some of you guys had been suffering from 'depression". Its okay to say yes and admit it. Just let it out, everything. Don't keep it to yourself. I know you need someone to talk with and to listen all of your problems.

My friends, I just want you to know that you are not the only one had been suffering from depression attack. Yes, I have been there before. It is just so sad when people nowadays keep saying depression is just a normal thing, its happen to everyone. Yes, maybe it is but some people are not okay with it. Don't think like everything seems so solve-able in your eyes because you don't know what they been through in their life.

Since I was a child, I was raised in a very ordinary family. My parents worked so hard to make sure me and my sibling get to receive a very good education. But the highlight here is my dad. My dad is a strict kind of person. I always wanted to be like the rest of my friends because they had been given a lot of space and freedom. But I learned to accept 'NO' since I was a child. There is a time when I was too stubborn, I think at that time, I still in my primary school (still figuring out thing), my dad will hit me with a rattan. I cried and I screamed because it was so painful.

Since that happened I used to be so silent. I always cried and I was so afraid with my dad. Even though my dad always said "I am so sorry, I had to rattan you because you're so stubborn. I love you" while applying some ointments on my swollen skin, but I always afraid of him. After that I couldn't even sleep at night, couldn't eat properly and I can't even focus on my studies. There is a time when I sweating a lot even tho its cold and all I did was sitting on my chair. This continues until I was in my high school.

One day, I almost fainted in my school and my parents took me to the hospital. That day when I realized that I had been suffering from depression attack and my parents were shocked. Since that day, my strict dad started to appreciate little things that I did for him, he started to give me some space and so on. He keep monitoring my diet and eating schedule.

Ever since then, I realized that I am happy. But the fact that I had been suffering from depression attack, I will never forget that and please! If anyone of you suffering from depression attack, you can always talk to me. Don't worry, I'm friendly and I can be your friend, I will listen to you. 
For those who don't really aware about depression attack, it is a common and serious medical illness that negatively affects how you feel, the way you think and how you act. Fortunately, it is also treatable. Depression causes feelings of sadness or a loss of interest in any activities.

Here is how you can treat depression naturally and it just a simple treatment. 

1. Set your life vision and mission.
2. Practice your healthy lifestyle.
3. Eat clean.
4. Exercise.
5. Drink a lot of water.
6. Get an enough beauty sleep.
7. Don't challenge yourself with negative thoughts.
8. Try to have some fun.
9. Go get some massage.

As strange as it might sound, you have to work at having fun. Plan things you used to enjoy, even if they feel like a chore. Keep going to the movies. Keep going out with friends for dinner.
When you're depressed, you can lose the knack for enjoying life, Cook says. You have to relearn how to do it. In time, fun things really will feel fun again.
Again, If you need someone to talk with, you can always talk to me. Love you!


Sunday, 9 April 2017

Last year on 15 August 2016, I went to Sabah Credit Corporation to finish my internship and it was a great experience ever!

I would like to take this opportunity to express my heartfelt thanks to Sabah Credit Corporation, especially to Madam Vicky (Team of SCC's Corporate Department) for giving me the opportunity to finish my internship at SCC. Thank you, thank you and thank you so much!

Okay, for those who selected to join Sabah Credit Corporation's Internship Programme, I wish you all the best and all I can say is, you guys gonna enjoy it there because Sabah Credit Corporation is surrounded with generous people and culture of Sabah.

On 15th August 2016, I went to the Head Quarter of Sabah Credit Corporation which is located at Penampang, Kota Belud Sabah to report myself to work. Surprise, surprise, I know this organization is full of surprise.

MY SCC NAME TAGGGGG! Actually we used this card to scan our attendance on computer :)

I still remember how awkward it was when I had to dance and sing along with Sabah Credit Corporation staff. I laughed so hard when I started to dance (with the Poco - Poco music background okay guys hahah). For your information, all of the staff of Sabah Credit Corporation will dance and sing together every morning. How cool is that? Cool right, I know. Why? because SCC practicing a healthy lifestyle. 

" Kerja, kerja juga. Tapi kesihatan harus diutamakan bah kan SCC hehe"

 I was attached in Credit Control Department of SCC on my first day. I met the Head of Department of DCC, Arius Jipiu. He's the most coolest person on earth that I had ever met in my life other than my dad. He's like our dad, he will make sure that all of us ( the trainees ) will learn something. 

My internship report! My friend, Ferandi Jenigo one of SCC staff always puji my tulisan hehe. Thank you for your tunjuk ajar Andiiiii !

And one thing that I really love about Sabah Credit Corporation is that, makaaannnn sajaa every time. But whatever, since "makan banyak" is one of my specialty kan hahahah. I really miss SCC lah, especially my friends from Credit Control Department. I wonder how's uncle Michael, Pak Haji dan Muis, Abang Shaun, Aunt Adeline, Aunt Agnes, my brother Ferandiii, Kakak-kakak lawaa which is Kak Dayang, Kak Irene, Kak Judy and also Kak Fizah ( Sy lupaaa nama dia astaga whats wrong with me). AND ALSOOOOO my filing familyyyy, of course Kak Feliz, Kak Ofor, Abang Johny & Jhonson, Uncle Ibrahim and ada satu urang lagi kakak comel. I totally forgot her namee oh god, I'm so sorry!

The picture above, as I said, kami sentiasa ada makan-makan! I'm in Kuala Lumpur right now and I miss Sabahan food so bad. I used to eat hinava, tuhau, bambangan, soto in Sabah Credit Corporation.

" Sabah Credit Corporation located at land below the wind"

Okay guys, I will update more and more about my internship experience with Sabah Credit corporation tomorrow so stay tune on my blog! Here is some of picture that you see that taken last year during my internship.



Friday, 7 April 2017

" I know there are days where you just want to completely breakdown. Days where you wonder if you can even find the strength to keep fighting because you're exhausted."

But, you keep it together. You smile and carry on like everything inside of you isn't breaking. You help each others without thinking to ask for help yourself. You don't want to seem weak. You don't want to seem like a burden. I know you're hurting :')

And I don't know what it is you're going through exactly. Maybe it's a breakup. Maybe it's work or school or a million other things. People demand a lot from you and you never let anyone down. You never disappoint them. You bust your ass to appease people who don't even say thank you. That takes strength, I know..

So here, I want to say thank you on behalf of those who don't appreciate what you do for them. I want to show my gratitude for those who don't see what you're going through. You make it look easy and that's why people don't realize how deeply you are aching right now. But I see it. Your tired eyes wonder if there's more than what you're getting right now.

Listen, my friend, I'm going to start by saying I'm proud of you for how strong you are. Strength like yours comes in silent battles, people don't know you fight. It comes in tears you either repress or no one knows you cry. It's in nights where you lay awake wondering if there is ever going to be more you.  

But trust me that unfulfilled feeling is good. It is there to show you that aren't in the right place anymore. Being uncomfortable is good. That means you are growing my dear.

Maybe where you are right now, you've excelled as much as you can and there's no place higher you can go. You should be proud of yourself for that.

" Smile, fight and carry on!"

But I need you to keep going. Keep trying. Keep working. Don't lose faith. Because it's those moments where you want to get up, and walk away, and quit, comes something rewarding. There is something on the other side of this confusion and heartbreak and sadness. You just have to get there first. 

" Just know you aren't alone. I'm with you."

Tuesday, 12 July 2016

I just listened to this song by Tori Kelly for Christina Grimmie, it is so sad. My heart, oh God.

I don't know why but the part where she sang "If you just had the chance to turn twenty three" I broke down in tears, something about those exact lyrics just completely broke my heart.

Christina Grimmie, you'll be miss forever :")

Saturday, 9 July 2016

I am so in love with this remix by one of my favorite DJ! DJ Snake!
I just can't stop listening to the melody. Its stuck in my head. I'm looking forward for his music because I love how unique is his remix. Like, his remix beat is a "so snake" kind of music beat hahaha. But yeah, I meant it! DJ Snake, I love you <3

Lyrics from: AZ Lyrics (thanks AZ)

Staring at two different views on your window ledge
Coffee has gone cold, it's like time froze
There you go wishing, floating down our wishing well
It's like I'm always causing problems, causing hell
I didn't mean to put you through this, I can tell
We're gonna sweep this under the carpet

I hope that I can turn back the time
To make it all alright, all alright for us
I'll promise to build a new world for us two
With you in the middle

(you in the middle)
(you in the middle)

Lying down beside you. What's going through your head?
The silence in the air felt like my soul froze
Am I just overthinking feelings I conceal
This gut feeling I'm tryna get off me as well
I hope we find our missing pieces and just chill
We're gonna sweep it under the carpet

I hope that I can turn back the time
To make it all alright, all alright for us
I'll promise to build a new world for us two
With you in the middle

(you in the middle)
(you in the middle)
(with you)

(thank the children)
(just thank the children)
(thank the children)
(just thank the children)

You guys should check out the video clip version too! The MV is so damn awesome!
Thank you guys! Keep supporting them :)

Now it is already July and I am so nervous because my younger sister will take her PT3 Final exam this year. I hope she can do well and I have to believe in her because I know she can. For my little sister, Jebvina or your very glamour name hahah @nanakjose, please do your best. Do it for yourself and the most important is that, do it for your future. Don't be naughty and please listen to our parents's advice. 

Nanak with her baju kurung sekolah

Thank you for always being there when there is nobody else. I love you so much, you have no idea, even though, you're so annoying sometimes hahahah. Looking at how much you dah growing up, makes me feel like, oh god, I'm so damn old dah. Hahaha you're turning to 15 this year and I'm turning to 22 this year. 

I want to see you happy and don't be sad whenever I'm not around because Mama always told me that you keep mentioning my name wherever you are. Hahaha. I know you miss me walaupun we always fight bagai kucing and anjing. Tak ada bezaaaa okayyy hahahahaha

Once again, goodluck Nanak! Do your best. Looking forward to balik Sabah to see you guys all again hehe. 


Friday, 8 July 2016

" ....hai Selamat Hari Raya..Kami semua ucapkan...."

"...Indahnya sungguh di Hari Raya..Ramainya orang bersuka ria....adikku manis..Cantik bergayaa...bolehlah abang ikut bersama..."

"....Hari Raya...Genap sudah sebulan berpuasaa...Hari Ra-a-aya..Mari ramai-ramai kita ke rumah..."

Oh my god! Too many lagu raya lah hahah. I really love all of the Raya's song, especially the old ones! So, today, i know its a bit late but I just want to wish all of my Muslim friends, Selamat Hari Raya! EID Mubarak everyone! Stay safe and eat perlahan-lahan. Hehe. Here is my shameless selfie for Raya Day hahahaha!

Yeah, a very shameless selfie haha

I have so many Muslim friends to be honest. I would like to mention their name here. Selamat Hari Raya to Muhammad Fariz, Intan Farhana, Wana Mokhtar, Lia Atika, Eldika Fariz, Tarmizi Sudin, Nana, Rozaimah, Mukhris, Nur Adzela, Nurasyikin Malihi, Siti Naqiah, Amira Alia Aminuddin, Tun Ali, Fareez, Farahin Joe, Afiqah Bahari, Afiq Moh, Anis Zuhraya, Nora Nabila, Dhirah Ibrahim, Meiki Pratama, Ucha Chatarina and so on.

I can't mention all because my jari-jemari so tired to type hahaha (p/s I'm a lazy kind of girl) hoho. Selamat Hari Raya to you guys, Maaf Zahir & Batin. Bak kata orang "Kosong-kosong ya", means that, please forgive me if I have done anything wrong. I hope our friendship will remain till the end!

Thank you so much for putting up with me until now. You guys such a sweet person! Thank you so much. I hope this Raya, you would be able to learn something in your life. It doesn't matter if its something good or bad thing but at least we all did learn something. Thank you guys for reading my blog! Love love from Poyong..<3


Tuesday, 28 June 2016

Haluuu semuanya, hahaha. So today I'll be writing in Indonesia mix with English language in the honor of my Jakarta friend which is Reflia Monica. Ya gue itu selalu manggil dia sama panggilan "Monic" aja selalunya. Sebenarnya, gue ga tau tau banget kapan officialnya our friendship hahahahaha. Tapi kalau apa yang gue inget sih, I met her on our Management class by Sir Zairiza. First time gue nampak dia, gue tu kayaa, "Anjir nih orang pergi ke kelas, pakai baju batik segala lagi, kaya gabenur gabenur yang lagi ada talk gitu loh." Hahahahah. Mon, please don't hit me ya if you read this, I know I am hilarious but I love you hahaha. Maafin Poyong ya hahahahah. 

Ni cuman belakangnya aja yaa. Dia itu memang natural cantiknya. Dari belakang aja uda cantik.

Banyak orang yang bilang kalau mukanya Monic itu kaya Marshanda. Kalian tau kan Marshanda itu siapa? Ya siapa yang ga kenal sama pelakon "Bidadari" itu hahah. Mukanya Monic tu persis kaya Marshanda. Ga percaya? Liat aja gambar gambarnya nanti. Pasti kalian kaya tercengang gitu haha. 

Ni gambarnya Marshandaa

Ini gambarnya bestfriend gue, Monic. Tukan SAMA GILA KAN?! daebak

She's so pretty. Yang gue suka kawan sama Monic sih, dia itu baik banget sampai dia sanggup lakuin apa aja sama orang yang dia sayang. Makasih Mon. Thank you so much for being there when there is nobody else. Thank you so much! I love you Mon! Sarangheyoee. Loh adalah antara temen gue yang gue bisa ajak berantem and then terus baik lagi kaya ga ada apa apa yang berlaku karna kita berdua cool gitu loh hahahahahaha. 

Semoga cepat bertemu dengan jodohnya ya hahaha. Khawin nanti gue jangan dilupain Mon.

I wish you, all the best ya Mon! Nanti jangan lupa gue once you udah sampai Wales, graduate, punya "someone" and seterusnya hahahah. Gue harap loh cepet cepet pakai dress ya hahaha. Gue harap you jangan ubah who you are because that's makes you beautiful just the way you are. Gue ga akan pernah lupa Monic yang selalu ceria, selalu ada disisi, cool, swag and of course full of sense of humors. kahkahkah

Me with Reflia Monica. Mon, I love you. Thanks for everything!

Gue tulis ini diblog gue pada tanggal 29 June 2016 which is the day after our presentation of Investment Analysis. I'm so grateful because I got her as my group member. She so dedicated and helpful at the same time. Thanks again Mon. I don't know what will happen to us in the future but I hope after I graduate, I will see you again. hehe. You such a good friend and I will never forget you. You're one of the kind. Thanks for everything, thanks for your love and I just want you to know that I will be missing you and POYONG LOVE YOU!!!! :') <3


Poyong Jose


Monday, 27 June 2016

I'm blown away with this remix by NCS! You guys did a great job! wohoo!

I would like to say thank you to my friend from Indonesia, Ucha, because she introduced this song by my favorite singer from Indonesia yang tercinta. Thank you Ucha, Poyong love you. I just can't stop listening to this song oh god. Even tho I am not in the relationship but this song makes me sad for some reasons. 

As I said before, Raisa's voice is such an inspiration and goal. Her vocal and skill is so perfect. I will keep looking forward for her music in the future. 


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Kuala Lumpur, Wilayah Persekutuan, Malaysia
I have always been an achiever, be it academics or professional life or sports or any other field in my life. I believe in success through hard work and dedication. My motto in life is to ‘If you want something, work hard and you will achieve it. there are no short cuts’. I enjoy life to the fullest and love humor. I am a progressive thinker respect each person’s space and values.

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